| 7:53p |
It's been an interesting past couple of days. Not interesting as in "I did interesting things" - more like "I barricaded myself in my room and flipped out for no reason". Oh God, don't you hate that? Also, don't you hate hearing about it?
I guess we all have insecurities, some people more than others, and to different extents. On LJ I have repeated run up against my own "Nobody wants to hear anything you have to say. Shut your Goddamn mouth." and I have a lot of trouble bringing myself to post sometimes. Which is stupid ad ridiculous, I know. God forbid somebody have to use their scroll button or a filter or the Remove Friend button. Blogs were meant for this crap.
I've been flipping out, like I said. I'm terrified. I don't ... oh God, don't make me go out there again. Everyone scares me. I'm going to ... fuck it, I'm going to type some recipes. There are books all over my bedroom floor.
Current Music: Rolling Stones - Play With Fire |