| 9:51p |
I absolutely do not have time to be posting, but many things are happening and I want to ... keep records? Sort of.
First, I quit palmistry, or I think I did. It was ... I'm still not happy about it, but I wasn't coping and something had to go. I want to come back to it in a year or two, when I hope I'll be more stable about everything.
I started healing class last night. I'm having trouble with that (and attunement) right now because ... when you're meditating, its like being asleep and high and on fire all at the same time. I find it really difficult focus in that state of ... complete universal connectedness, and I'm supposed to be sending healing light to people and so on. I don't know. This may be a lost cause trying to explain.
Tammy asked me whether I'd come to a decision regarding university this year. The last I'd said to her was along the lines of "I'm terrified and falling apart and Mum thinks it's a really bad idea" and everything seems pretty resolved now. She said she'd been talking to Susan and Anita, and they agreed that if it'd help, they all would take turns, like, coming to classes with me. So I have to say it again: I love my spirit-family. I love my blood-family too, and they are both very good to me.
So, no, I have to go now and do productive things before it gets really late.
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